What I Didn’t Say
was a touching, lovely book, that I’m completely recommending. It makes you think, in a very what-have-I-done-with-my-life-so-far kind of way. It makes you reflect –or at least it did me –and appreciate what you have, because there is someone else out there that doesn’t.
Jake Hayes is a ‘normal’ teenager, he lives in this small island with his big family, he’s in the basketball team, he has big dreams for the future, and he’s in love. But he’s afraid of telling Sam his feelings for her. He drops little hints here and there, but she only seems friendly to him.
Like in most small towns/islands/whatever there’s nothing very interesting to do, most of the time. I should know; I grew up in a very small town. But kids need to find something to do for fun, something to pass the time, so they resort to partying.
Loud music + drinking + (possibly) doing drugs + driving = disaster. Or in this case, tragedy.
Jake should have known better than to get on a car with his drunken friends and drive away. He shouldn’t even have been drinking in the first place, it wasn’t really his thing. But after a couple of drinks and his friends continuous probing Jake makes a decision, he is going to tell Samantha that he loves her, and he is going to do it tonight.
I don’t need to tell you how that ended.
Now Jake has to deal with the aftermath. He can’t speak –will never be able to again –but he has to move on… somehow.
As things start to change in Jake’s life, he and Sam get closer. They now share most of their classes, they spend a lot of time together, yet Jake can’t say the one thing he always wanted to tell Samantha.
"My biggest regret is what I didn't say..."
Samantha Shay is smart, beautiful and friendly. She moved to the island on her first year of high school with her mom, and instantly became the focus of Jake’s attention. But things aren’t going so well for Sam. She’s studying non-stop, she’s losing weigh by the second and looking more and more tired every day. Sam is hiding a secret, and she will need Jake’s help to live through her last year of high school.What I Didn’t Say
was a really emotive book. I think the author did a pretty good job portraying how living with a disability could be like. I felt for Jake, his frustration and desperation when he wanted to talk, or would start saying a word just to realize a second too late that no sound was going to come out of his mouth. And I felt for Sam, for all she was going through alone, with no one to lean on, for her fear of losing the little she still had.
But What I Didn’t Say
was also an incredibly sweet and cute book, in a way. Seeing Sam and Jake together, goofing around, laughing, kissing
and just being together made me grin and giggle and aww
at them rather frequently.
Overall, it was an amazing book, which I’m so totally recommending. It’s sweet, endearing, touching and heartbreaking. It makes you stop, and think. We take a lot of things for granted in life, and no matter how many times we say we won’t, we just do. We don't really appreciate thing until we don't have them anymore. I'm going to end this review with the lyrics to the song the author mentioned on her Author’s Note (which I totally love) "Somebody wishes they were you" by Adelitas Way:
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Look what you have
When the highs aren't so high
Just do what you can
A world you can change and
A life you choose
‘Cause somewhere out there,
Somebody wishes they were you